the sight of all those
handsome men
sends me back
to despair again
i\'ve learned this world
belongs to them
i\'ll never be
the same again
i\'ve seen their bright
self conscious smiles
i won\' t have one of those
i guess
it\'s hard to handle jealousy
though i know that
i have been blessed

the sight of all those
handsome men
it causes me tremendous pain
just like a lonely
howling dog
that\'s been left out there
in the rain
no moonlight can
light up his face
no starlight can
light up his heart
he\'s meant to stand
there in the rain
it\'s been decided
from the start

the sight of all those
handsome men
it makes me wish
that i was one
instead of being
forced to leave
before the party has begun
instead of being
looked upon
as something
that the cat\'s dragged in
i wish i\'d look more heavenly
instead of looking just like sin

LARZ GUSTAFSSON

May 16, 2008