Feeling lonely

Being lonely
This evening
Feeling funny

The brain is like gel
Seems empty
Do not know how I feel

Still these words
Are coming out
Just like swords

My father in heaven will You please tell me
I beg of You
Will anyone call before the night is free

Before my life is gone
Is more likely
To me it seems I`ll stay alone

For good in this world
Cannot understand
Why I should

I am not ugly at all
My charisma
Is really very tall

OK I have a lover
Who is coming and going
This is not what I cover

I need a steady life
With a soft and gentle man
Perhaps bee his wife

It all depends
How we are getting through
Live till life ends

Or as long as My Father
Wish us
To live our life’s together




Humbly I thank You
Wonder if You soon will get tired
Of me begging You

How can You be so strong
Many people
Has begging You for so long

Because You are not a human being
You are coming
From the outer space listening

On mine complaining
Praying to You about everything
Or anything

The most patient You are
My Father
I thank You for Your care

For me always
While
I on earth stays

Farewell my God
I love You
Not only when I am in the mood

Goodnight to You in space
My dear Father
Will soon my bed embrace

In this flat where I probably
Will stay
For the rest of my life desperately

If it´s going on like now
Later on
I will live in crow

I will not be grown
Never
Wish to live in a flat of my own


Perhaps this seems like soap
To you who read
But this is my brains scoop