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Until this phase will be unreal
I\'m seeing things clear now
I\'m not who I wanna be
I\'m broken and I don\'t know how
to let this pain free
I\'m hard to see from the inside
cause I\'m not always how I seem
It\'s how I survive on the outside
and the proof of my bad self-esteem
truth is, I wanna fall
And I want someone there to catch me
don\'t judge me, before you\'ve seen it all
I\'m hurt but I\'m pretending not to be
I\'m lost, and I feel fair
I don\'t know how to find my way back
Suddenly I\'m afraid to care
I don\'t know where I am cause I lost track
I\'m confused and derailed
I\'m disappointed and sad
I\'m angry cause I failed
possessed of what I never had
I\'ve been pushed down from my throne
Before, I\'ve always been strong
Now I\'m finding myself hurt and alone
but I wont be there for long
I\'ve decided to move on
to select power and heal
to face the pain until it\'s gone
to fight until this phase will be unreal