No!!!
Rapids of blood
curse
oh, no God no!
sounds in my head
whispers too high
drums and echoes of piano playing,
crying, bleeding instruments
shaking of vibrations by sounds
by echoes of devils voices
choking my ribs
cold hands on mornings first light
seeing bright angels.. turns around...
with snake tongues and eyes like a cat!
Is it a dream?!
do I dream, do I? God!
please,
stop the music, stop!
can't they see, the piano's bleeding, It bleeds!
God, no God!
intense, music, more, power, more!
don't crush my ribs, my shelter, please no!
Lysander It's a snake!
stealing, eating my heart!
cocaine, heroin, give me something,
I need It, give me more!
I can't breath and still I'm alive, how, tell me how..
Let me scream! high, higher, high!
stay away from me, fuck off,
burn in hell, I hate you HATE!
Stop the music, stop!
can't they see blood, the fake angels
making me swear, swearing more
Lysander don't leave me here!
where are you Lysander where?!
Echoing drums
and now rain of metal melting drops like rain
my head is burning, that cold hand, where are you now, where?
so tired, beaten, bleeding, wet
can't longer walk,
yet crawl
oh, my legs!
the heart beating, jumping, soon out from my chest
well.... the devil Is choking my ribs
It's no longer a free world, rest, sleep, rest
...and you will not be awaken more....
Then a true light...
no longer hissing tongues, cold hands..
Harmony.
And I refuses, refuse!
over my dead body, I mean It I refuse
to live my life in between
to the fullest or not.
This, this Is just a bad, bad dream...